When it Rains it Pours

Spent the day at CHOA. Got home and within the hour Katlyn's NJ tube was ripped out again.
 Called the Doctor in tears- instructed not to replace the NG tube, but rather give up the breast milk and see if she can tolerate Elecare in a bottle tonight and they will call me first thing in the morning.
 2 ounces in the bottle- puked within 30 seconds of finishing- puked 14 more times in the next 2 hours (and that was just what I counted in between a meeting at school and baseball practice- there were probably more)
Zero weight gain in the last month. I haven't slept in two weeks- I think I may end up in the Looney Bin.